New Toy

So I am excited to announce that come Thursday I will have my new toy that Rob bought for me!! He got me a new Cannon 40D camera with all the bell's and whistles!!! So with that said I can now say I am going to be going back to school!! Going to school for photography!!!! I haven't signed up for any classes yet but Rob bought the camera through Ritz Cameras and they offer small classes if you buy your camera through them, So I will just take there classes till I get signed up for some at a college!! I CAN NOT WAIT to be able to use my new camera if we go to Disney World and Sea World while my parents are down here!!!!

Growing up quicker then I want him too!!

So the other night I walked into the bathroom to see Robbie playing with my thing of lip stick, I told him to go over and show daddy his lips because they had red ALL over them. Well when I looked at my tub of lip stick it was a pink color. Red flag that cant be lip stick on his lips. So I sit him up on the counter to look at his lips and what is it????........... IT"S BLOOD:P Well Robbie decided that it was time to be a "Man" and start to shave like his daddy dose:P So need less to say this is what came of it. His fist time shaving and he walked away with some cuts:( Maybe next time in like 15 years or so he will be a little better at it!!!

To All my friends this is for you....

None of that Sissy Crap
Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good,
but never actually come close to reality?
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship.
You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-
Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.
1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.
4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here.
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!!
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.
7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up and dust you off.
9. This is my oath...I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask -- because you are my FRIEND!
Friendship is like peeing your pants,
everyone can see it,
but only you can feel the true warmth.

Robbie and his girlfriend....

Well If you ask Robbie, Robbie who is your girlfriend? He will be more then happy to replay to you with " Hailey is my gerfriend" Just thought you all might want to see who the newest addition to our family may be someday!!! HAHA but not for a VERY VERY VERY long time if I have anything to do with it!!! But she really is a cutie!!! They get along very well together and they get to have there play dates once a week at the water park then they have a picnic by the ocean and then off to play at the park together!!! HEHE I just think they are cute together!!

A prayer for my Grandma

I am at a very sadden spot in my life. My Grandma Wilson (My Dad's Mom) is in the hospital right now and has been since Saturday. She is pretty much giving up the will to live and that saddens me very much. I always knew my Grandma as a VERY strong women. One of those Grandmas who could do anything and everything, she never let anything get in her way. You see my Grandma has very bad emphysema and it is taking her for the worst. I don't want to see anything like this happen to my Grandma, my family or for anyone for that reason. I am stuck in a hard place here because my Grandma is not saved. Now if something dose happen to her I want to know full heatedly that she is saved and I will someday again see her. Well thanks to my mom she left me with this verse today and it has helped me VERY much, So thank you VERY much for that mom.

1 John 5: 13-15 I write this to you who believe in the Son of God, so that you may know you have eternal life. 14 And we can be confident that he will listen to us whenever we ask him for anything in line with his will. 15 And if we know he is listening when we make our requests, we can be sure that he will give us what we ask for.

I now with my mom ask that it will be God's will that he saves my Grandma and that my family will be able to see her again someday.

Until then I also pray that the Doctors will take good care of my Grandma, that my Dad can come along the side of my Uncle and Grandpa (who are non-believes also) and share with them what God as done for him, and that my Grandma will be givin the straight to pull through this and have the will to live.

Dance Dance Dance WHAT?????

Well that is what I heard Robbie singing when all of a sudden down he went and down he went HARD right on his lip right into the corner of his motorcycle. Needless to say this is the out come of his fall. The pic does no justice to what my poor baby's face looks like right now. The good thing from what the doc said is that he fell in the PERFECT place to fall on his lip. If he fell a cm to the front or a cm to the back more he would have had to get stitches in his mouth BUT thank God that, that was not the case. So for the time being my poor old bubba gump is getting all the ice cream and popsicles that he wants!! He now puts a whole new meaning the nick name bubba that I always use on him!!!

March for Joey & My miracle #3

Well tomorrow is my BIG walk for March for babies. I am feeling ALL kinds of emotions right now. I didn't hit my goal like I wanted to which is kinda sad for me but I did what I could. Also it ALWAYS gets me thinking when I get ready to go and do this walk. What could I have done to help save my baby Joey's life. I ALWAYS wonder if I didn't have my pap at 17 weeks would I still have my little bundle of joy who would now be 19 months old now?? AND if I didn't lose Joey would I also have my baby that I lost almost a year ago to date?? I know that, that would give me 3 babies ALL under the age of 2 1/2 but I can't help but think I should have 3 babies with me right now. I hate this feeling of all the unknown. I know God is keeping my babies safe but it just hurts so bad to know that I cant hold them and watch them grow. So with my walk tomorrow I walk for my baby Joey(9-22-06), My baby Razzano 3(4-30-07), my brother or sister in heaven, my niece or nephew in heaven, Beth's cousin Gabriel Joseph and to all the other women who know what it is to feel the loss of there baby. I will be doing my walk with Rob and Robbie tomorrow morning at 9AM. So if you think about it please pray for us while we are out there walking for all the babies out there. Thank you also to all those who donated to me and my walk it was and is VERY MUCH appreciated!!!